16.8.12

Sideways to the Sun (dreamtime)

Just dreamed about our old place in Saskatoon - S. and I were driving down the street, and as we passed the seniors' residence I noticed that it was covered in ice. It looked like someone had dropped a full payload from a water bomber on it, then flash-frozen it as the water hit. Which would have been weird enough, but it was summertime, so really the ice should have melted / be melting. We parked in our old spot and got out, and it looked like all three of the old buildings were in the process of being renovated - lots of scaffolding and plastic sheeting flapping around in the hot, dusty wind. It was the weekend though, so none of the workers were around.

When we went into the building to have a look around, it looked strange - all the walls facing onto the hallway had been knocked out, and the floors had been raised nearly half a metre, but there were clearly people living in the apartments even though an entire wall was missing and they had no privacy or security as a result. Our old place was even worse - parts of the roof had also been removed and the wind was blowing the plastic sheeting around. I also noticed that there was a gap between the outer brick wall and the inner wall. I pushed aside a loose panel of drywall and climbed into the gap. There was a narrow staircase (more of a ladder, really) going up to the attic. S. followed me up, and as he blocked the light from below, the air shuddered slightly and the dust seemed to glitter in the darkness.

The attic was bigger than you'd expect, looking at it from the outside. Better lit, too - a sort of golden late afternoon light filtering through the vents at either end and cracks in the brickwork and roof. It looked like there were a bunch of homeless kids squatting in the space, except after looking around some more the place looked more like a pub / arcade than a living space, and the kids looked... fey, for lack of a better term. Delicate, angular features, strangely coloured eyes, slightly pointed ears - the whole nine yards. The older guy behind the bar was, rather stereotypically, a troll - huge and craggy and distinctly blue-tinged. I noticed that there was a massive stone hammer on a rack above the bar. Good security. I didn't order anything (I think I meant to ask him some questions about what the deal was with the building), but he just handed me a mug full of something. It turned out to be wine - specifically this ludicrously expensive Chateau d'Yquem that a friend of my dad's brought over one evening for no particular reason. It was ice-cold and tasted like sunlight and apricots and orange blossom honey.

"You can't stay here," he said. "Go back to the world and stop them before we're driven out forever."

I was swaying slightly and turned around to tell S. what they wanted, and then I realized that he couldn't see any of this. I saw through his eyes and the attic was cramped and dusty and stuffy, and there was nothing up there except some construction supplies. He hadn't seen the ice on the other building either. I had no idea what to do next. I tried to give him the cup, but it turned into an old bird's nest in my hand.

14.8.12

Coming Down Like

Thunder calls to thunder, sometimes
This salt-stained and wine-dark storm in stuttering motion
Quickens at the warning of rolling lead-grey shifting 
To swirling absinthe halflight
The elms outside trembling and swaying 
Into one another like lovers
As the hail rips through
We watch from behind guttering candles
Shivering glass
One eye on the stairs to the boiler room
One eye on the sky

12.8.12

Hiding Out Inbetween (dreamtime)

It started out at a party - someone I tangentially knew through T. The place reminded me of an apartment I looked at in Ottawa years ago. The floors were visibly slanted, the walls were painted a rather hideous shade of hospital green, and the neighbourhood was one of those grim colourbled areas waiting for gentrification. The kitchen was nice and big though, and the general desolation of the area and lack of any neighbours meant that people could be as loud as they wanted and nobody was going to complain about it. Someone had brought a pretty kick-ass stereo system, which was blasting early 90s techno. I was in the kitchen, looking for a glass, and for some reason I started compulsively organizing the cupboards, because stuff was just thrown haphazardly into drawers and cabinets with no sort of underlying logic. As a result, I missed most of the lead up to whatever was going on out in the main room until someone started screaming.

It was all over by the time I came out. There were a couple of people on the floor - a guy in a leather jacket with patches all over it and a somewhat wilted mohawk and a tall, pale blonde woman in a bright blue minidress. Several candles had been knocked over and one of the sofas was on fire. There was a sigil painted rather sloppily on the wall in blood. I took off down the stairs and ran out into the street, but there was no one in sight and no sign of a car. Went back upstairs and stayed with the two people until EMS arrived (a lot of people left because they didn't want to talk to the cops), then copied the sigil onto a scrap of paper and went home to do some research.

The next bit was on a double-decker bus - I was sitting next to the blonde girl, who was looking nervously out the window. We were the last passengers on board, and we'd paid the driver a pretty hefty bribe to deviate from his route to take us straight to [the meetup location]. There was a van coming up fast behind us that looked straight out of The Road Warrior, including the horde of freaky neo-barbarians hanging all over it waving nasty spiky instruments of mayhem. I reached into my pocket and pulled out a handful of old-fashioned jacks, blew on them, and chucked them out the back window. Two of the van's tires blew out and it swerved off the road, knocking off most of the guys on the outside.

Next place was an abandoned building, possibly an old school made of cinderblocks with security bars over broken glass in the windows and peeling paint and crumbled ceiling tiles all over the floor. People squatted here on a regular basis, if the ratty mattresses and camp stoves were anything to go by, but there was something *wrong* about the place. The people I was with (nobody I know awake) were sniping at each other, pacing, looking out the windows. There was a sort of hum in the air just below the threshold of hearing that set my teeth on edge, and the smell of hot metal. The alley outside was... it looked like a reflection of something in a window. I realized that it didn't exist in the real world, or more accurately that the location was superimposed on another like two images on a photograph. The people looking for us couldn't find us, but the longer we stayed the more likely we were to be stuck in the superimposed state. Like being on the wrong side of a quantum waveform collapse, if that makes any sense.